Deadlines and deadlines and dealines. This is Poly life. Projects and projects. In life, in the world, it is to live up to people's expectations. When you succeed, people like you; when you fail, people leave you. These are "good weather" friends.
Someone's slogan is: Turning slackers into world-changer!
It is not me. I didn't start that slogan. It is true that it is easy to inspire from afar but hard to perspire together from anear. Jesus did that. Job overcame. Paul persevered. PM Lee demonstrated that too (I don't know if he's a christian. I think he's not.) Who is my role-model?
A saying goes: If God can use a donkey, He can use me.
It feels like years to me already. One day in the house is better than a thousand days else where. In the world, I feel as if it's been so long. It is only so minut. Feelings are not reliable all the time.
When I miss out, I miss out. I just wish to focus in front. Sometimes when I did wrong, people have faith in me (which even I don't have) and I am shamed within. Sometimes when I choose righteouness and did right but people do not believe me. Ha... irony...
I have to keep reminding myself and pray for conviction that I am not my own but His. I have to do the same for that I am only a christian who happened to be a student and not the other way around. I am acquinted with failure, but what does it matter? I have to keep reminding myself and pray for conviction that I live for the Audience of One. It is the same for that to die to myself, deny myself, take up my cross, and follow the Servant King.
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Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Keep reminding myself and pray for conviction.
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