Feels Like It's Time to Dream Again

Ahh.... I feel so relieved after these 2 songs... Maybe when King David wanted to express himself before the King of kings and he found no other way to do it than to sing to Him in his own love songs... songs of joy... songs of sorrow and repentance.. songs of victory and defeat... In whichever way, he offers up an honest worship in his own ways... in his own songs... his own feelings are all inside... nothing to be afraid to hide before the all-knowing God, Saviour, Forgiver, and Friend.

"Spirit" and "Heal My Soul".... These are 2 songs which I composed since don't know when I am in TP group... These 2 days... I was just reviewing the songs I had composed and stored up in my computer...

So funny... When I use them to worship (sing) God.... Apart from the music... which I thought I sang badly with the off-tunes and such... The lyrics and feel actually touched me...

My own songs touched me... What a joke...

Anyway, "Heal My Soul" reminds me of the prodigue son in Luke 15... But it reminds me of myself too... So close to my heart now... now... yes, now... I almost couldn't believe that the lyrics I wrote long ago can actually be relevant to me now... I...

"Spirit"... This period... I was thinking about what Shar meant by grace is the safety net of God for us... Thinking about the God is nearer than you think series... About.. what PJ said about do I really know that I really know that God is not far... And about my own feelings that I feel so unworthy and undeserving of His love and all that I am... Man...

Thank You, Jesus... Thank You, God for allowing me to express through these lyrics... It really means alot to me...

You promise... Lord... Lord...