Feels Like It's Time to Dream Again

The sudden urge to feel like cursing rose to the edge of my lips.

No, I've stopped that kinda words outta control since primary school.

I ain't the best.
I am striving.
I thought I might improve.
Still, someone(s) is better than me.

What can be worse than not being noticed?

Even if you are good,
Even if you improved,
Even if you change,
Someone(s) will be better.

I thought I might get my chance.
"All for You", I say.
Chances are given, not earned.

Now time has passed
I am left alone
I have tried my best
Gave my all
Still I fail

I only hope that the dreams and promises are not a lie from God

I am depleted of my sanity each day
And clarity of reality only cripple me

No, I have decided to think only the positive
So, open my eyes and soften my heart

Lalalaz...

Kid I shall be, child I am

Who cares about these broken english expression I type everytime?

Slowly and steady
I will be ready
When it's time
I shall be
ALL YOU WANT ME TO BE
ALL I AM MADE TO BE

Patience, work-in-progress

Sweet =)