Feels Like It's Time to Dream Again

"You don;t have to walk alone"

"Jesus hears"

Supposedly today's my last day in TP. Supoosedly going Adults. Then Nel happened to knwo I applied for Uni and may go Uni. Now I'm nowhere again.

Never assume. Assumptions kills leadership and all the people under!

I can't hide it lehz... Can't help but to feel and think that when in a ministry, when I am not growing as fruitful, I am considered no longer useful and will be bounced away to another group. The leaders will say it's for the good of me and for the church, where in the new group I can grow more and better. I feel bounced/ kicked. Haha...



Yesterday, I went late for BBQ. Around 9pm then I reached. I saw a group of them walked passed. I thought it's over. Then The Spirit spoke to me. He asked me if I'm disappointed, cos I paid $10 and I was late. If it's over and I didn't get to eat the food, won't it be just pathetic? Then I wondered if I should just sms them and lie that I'm not going, or should I just go and take a look no matter what. I chose the latter. Then, 1 of them called me to tell me that they haven't start. In fact, it's just about to start. To think I was late! A principle came to me: God will always honor those to trust in Him no matter what the situation may seem superficially.


I am going 20 this year. I wonder what will I be in 5 more years. What will I be doing? Who will I mix with? Will I be doing what I enjoy? Whatever! Treasure today. Let tomorrow worry about itself!