Did I say before that I had wanted to enlist into NS and disappear? I had thought that NS could be my way of escape of reality and my situations. Somehow, God had not granted me that leeway to escape. Instead, now I am living step by step... I guess that's how God help me to overcome my barriers... Obstacles of emotions, phobia, disappointment, discourgaement... etc.
I don't have to walk alone. I don't have to think I'm walking alone. I don't have to succumb to my burst of feelings all the time. I can choose to think the way I see things. And the best thing of all, I can lean on the Pillar of my life...
When I have overcome my period of "music-struggle", I will then open my blog again...
I miss...
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