Feels Like It's Time to Dream Again

Feeling of incompetence.

Feeling of "I don't deserve these good".

That's when I know I'm starting to know the meaning of grace.

Grace: to be given good of what I do not deserve.

Lord, by Your grace, I'll continue to meet up various people you place in my life story. By Your grace, I'll continue to love myself more, even though I despise myself many times. O how disgusting are sins that reside in sinners! To love You more is to be more of You and less of me. How contrasting it is to put the unrighteous and the righteous together side by side? It makes Your holiness only to be revealed perfectly!

I want to... know You more, make You known.

The sunburnt has resulted in heatiness and now I'm having bad sorethroat...

I find that in my BMT onwards, I become closer to speaking to Daddy in QT more regularly in the morning QT. I wake up earlier than my bunkmates just to wash up and pray in solitude. I find that in BMT onwards I started to teach guitar. I find that in Navy onwards I start to think about my students alot alot more. I find that I am reading and thinking so much more about several people... Mabel, Joleen... etc.

It's all about people. It's all about You Jesus. For all You've done in me, I'm never gonna be the same again. My life's changed, off-course of what I thought it would be.

To each his own destiny. What is mine? What is yours?

What is yours, Chialing? A dancer?
What is yours, Mabel? A homemaker?
What is yours, Joleen?
What is yours, Dennis? A pastor?
What is yours, Sharlene?
What is yours, you who read this...







Though I am weak, Your are strong. I'll lean on You, and I'll stand firm.

Though we live in this world, we are in this world, but not of this world.

Though I may not understand all the plans You have for me; my life is in Your hands, and through the eyes of faith, I can clearly see: God is good, all the time.