Feels Like It's Time to Dream Again

No PT this week during in-camp... Must be some miracle... lols...
"To be good/skilled in a trade doesn't mean to be good/skilled in teaching the trade."
"It's as good as M16 without magazine"-- Something happened on Friday M203 range.

After booked out, went to Festival of Praise (FOP) with Jol and co. Jol talked to me on the shutle bus trip to the Indoor Stadium... Something about Paul Baloche's words... "Cool factor"? "What can I play at the moment to please God?" I think it's not about the showmanship to impress others, but about the craftsmanship of notes to please God. I will play with my instrument close to my heart and always think about what can I weave to express my love wholly to my Lord and King, my best of Friend...

During the sermon in the stadium... "I never see my father as tall as the day when he knelt down..." The message of young and old... The elders passing the baton to the youths...

Don Moen and CCC were the PnW teams...

After FOP, went home. Decided to go to airport to find Mabel. She's there studying. Not easy to find her. Passed her a book. Ate my Jollybean"dinner". Planned my time. "Disturbed" Mab in her algebra Math... lolx. Just spending time with her... Think I am breaking grounds. Ha! Strolling down the walk-way of the viewing mall reminds me of the time of shepherding with Dennis in the days of the past. Mabel, my sheep? =x Mabel's my friend.

Think now I am close with Joleen and Mabel. I could never imagine these. Then again..




Scattered-ness. Standstill.





Today's the official day of being in Tertiary NS group. MY CL's Jeremiah. My CG's named Integrity. It'll be great, by faith. I didn't feel much, quite surprising. I thought I would be very very excited or something. Ha... Didn't happen.

Saw Ben on stage today playing as 2nd keyboardist. Nel.... Ha... Maybe I'm not meant to... Darn, the feeling's still subtlely there. God, can you get rid of it, please?





They have gone ahead of me.





I am going ahead of them.







Who is with me?








Whom can I go to?













Next week's SOC and FIBUA. Heard that will only book out in Saturday.

In my King, I trust.


I offer You my life. Every step I move, I take with You. I am safe, with You.


"Why you don't want to be a commander?"

God, why I don't want leadership post?

Sometimes...

Proactive-wait.