Feels Like It's Time to Dream Again

Booked out today. Book in tomorrow.

Didn't go to observe TWAM music prac, since JonLee won't be there.

I stayed home. Prac and played guit the whole day. Fiddling with the effects and songs..

Manz, I love the "Rockin' Around The Christmas Tree"... It's a blues rock song... I think I can consider this my first blues solo conquered. Yayness. I managed to get it all right! Whee....

After dinner, was chatting with mum... One of the rare times I actually decide to sit down and chat with her... Alot of nagging and complaints from her about me and her work and life and stuff... But I'll take all of that as her form of love expression to me. I know she loves me...

I wonder will my mum ever understand my passion for music... I don't know how to explain to her 'cos I wish to pay for Jesus... At least my mum can clearly see how focused I am every time I am at home, practising...

My mum mentioned of her hope for me again.. About wanting to see me accomplished in life... Her definition: to have my own family with wife and children and stable job to be able to support us... lols...

Nothing wrong with that... But I don;t know how to say to her (I don't ever intend to), that I am very attracted to stay single and invest my whole life in other lives... About maybe not being a businessman... (I don't know).. but I wish to study music and work where I can perform... So.. That'ld mean no her-kind-family and her-idea-of-stable-job... lols...

I have already set my mind, 'cos I choose to be set apart. I am certain of my choice and my general direction. 'Cos I am wired this way to desire it like this...

SET APART

Going to spend some cash this Sat with Jason again... Swee Lee... O Swee Lee...

I hear you, voodoo lab power 2 plus.... ><

Your Word is my anchor

Your purpose drives my reasons

My heart is set apart

For You my King, the One I want to show-off

You gave me a strange desire

One which I thought unimaginable

Guit is my tool

Effects is my voice

My pick, my cord

My body praises all over

My hands and my feet

I am wholly Yours

I don't care 'bout grammar no more

As long as it's for praising You

As long as it's worshipping You

They are all very good

You are my most VVVIP

I have a dream

One day onwards,

I will get to perform

Before others and before You

To know you more

And to make You known

With my family,

My brothers and sisters

Now, that's eternal life

Heavenly!