Feels Like It's Time to Dream Again

Tuesday book out. Stay home... Planning..

God is good to me. He has been good to me. I am living for my King!

I will praie Him forever! I will praise Him in good and bad times! I have come so far, I will not give up! By the power of the Spirit, I will finish the Race victoriously!

Something I wrote down this morning when I was in camp:

One of the things that saddens me is when I try to contact a friend, but the friend doesn't reply meat all, leaving me at loss, feeling utterly unhelpful...

The fear of rejection and insecurity mkes one dejected along with the past experience of failures, slowly leading to one being unwilling to initiate a relationship..

I was on my computer just now (duh!)... I was calling some people... Regarding NS group's forming of band. Sam tasked me to form a band, giving me the green light for the charge of music development in our group. This is new. Finally, something which I can find myself useful and interested at the same time. This is also a challenge, a quantum leap for me.

Time to grow.

I will ever praise my God! I will ever lift His name! I will forever praise my King! Forever, I will worship God! Lord, I give You all honor and glory! You are worthy, so worthy! You are so perfect, wonderful! You are beautiful, beyongd description! I will lay down me before You. I will give up everything, just so that I may take a peek of Your feet. No, You lavish upon me waves and floods of grace and mercy and power and love! You pour out all Your goodness and splendor of Your House, just so that I may recognise a little bit of You. I am made worthy, because You think worthy of me. I am because You are. Thank You.

Lord, I am taunted. I know I am human, sinful by nature. Yet You saved me from myself, again and again. I am no longer mine. I am bought at a price, Your act on the cross. Lord, I lay down before You. If my heart is unpleasing to You, make it clean. Search me through and through.

Lord, set me apart. Set us apart, the NS group. Lord, I ask specifically before You regarding the musicians in Tertiary-NS group. Guide us and help us. Be it resources and the people and the skills... I uphold all of these in Your hands! I am but Your servant, but I am Yours! So, Lord, anoint me in Your favor, for this work of music development in this team...

I can't do this on my own. Only with You, I can. When the band is formed, and the system running, I will share this testimony of how You brought us through! See now, I am blogging, so I will remember in future. Yes.


I ask of You wisdom, skill, and favor... O let Your anointing flow through me.


The time has come.