Feels Like It's Time to Dream Again

OK, here's the entry I was just mentioning..

I figure it beneficial to give a summary of my life thus far in NS.

Pardon my simple command of English. Here goes.

Ever since I came into NS life, God has unraveled many of my heart knots. He has also revealed to me much of His love for me through blessings in my days of difficult circumstances.

Phew, the last sentence was long. Try saying it in once breath. Ha!

I will probably spare my readers of the chronicles. Anyway, I am convinced and convicted that as long as I do not ever give up on God, who is perfect, He will surely pull me through in His perfect plan for me!

God has blessed me with many godly people in my life. I'll mention some.

Dennis had built a solid foundation in the Word of God ever sicne I was a spiritual infant. I owe my foundation to him.

Sharlene was once my shepherd when Dennis was serving NS. After I transferred from High School ministry to TP, she's been a real and faithful friend. I can trust her with accountability.

TP, a flop for me. A time of testings. A time of tearing down my bad and rebuilding the good. A time when I discovered my interest and the birth of my personal BIG vision and dreams. The time when God's promise for me is clearer. A time when I tripped badly, apart from Hig School's history.

In BMT, yet another transformation stage come into place for me. God, in His painful love for me, brought me down to nothing, just between me and Him. Yes ,I actually felt that way. If I stray, I am secured that God would rather break me down to the least, so that I can see that I only need Him.

This is the time onwards. Fom then on, somethings has no hold on me. I face new temptations and the old are just as irritable. Neverthless, breakthroughs magically happened... bit by bit..

Still a time of no shepherd. But it doesn't matter. I have friends.

Sam, a great leader who trusts in me, and all of his guys. Jeremiah, Mark, Gabriel...etc...

Mabel, who is so interesting. I am so amazed of her life transformation. It's hard to believe, but I think she's inspired me alot and encouraged me alot with her truthful-ness and faith in people.

Joleen, who is so humble before God. Yea, she's become so different from the time when I knew her in her Primary 6. She's more and more like a godly woman now. Even now, she correcetd me and I am so happy, 'cos she's grown and I'm spurred.

MeiXian is such an encouraging sis. I wonder sometime how we became friends when we never contacted in TP, but in NS...

Jason... I wish to see him serving with me in the saem church... It's just a random thought. But whatever God's plan is for Him, I wish him the best. Winstar, BingLiang, Apinun...

I realised I forge many sincere and strong friendship while I'm in NS stage. Even to the extent I didn't know how I came to know them and can be so close with them. I'ld sometime wonder, "How did I know you in the beginning?" I forgot, most of the time...

As I talk to Mab recently, I figured out a motto in my life.

As long as another opens up his/her life to me, I'll pour out my life to him/her. I'll do these with all my resources and by God's strength, I'll go all the way out, even with my life!

Sharlene, Dennis, and Gwen is an example I know of as life-long spiritual buddies. I want to have my own too... This term... Spirital buddy...

I want to know you more.

I want to know You more, and to make You known.

Matthew 22
37Jesus replied: " 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.'[b] 38This is the first and greatest commandment. 39And the second is like it: 'Love your neighbor as yourself.'[c]