Feels Like It's Time to Dream Again

I don't have to try to please God! I don't have to try to please God!

Though I want to please God, and in His power, I can choose to please God, I don't have to try to please God! I don't have to try to please God!

It's not my ability! It's His ability in me! It's His ability in me!!!

To please You, I must yield! I must yield!

Reader, you won't believe this, maybe. I'm actually suddenly caught weeping now...
I suddenly remember about the parable of the seed that dies to itself. I suddenly remember twhat Jeuss said about the cost of being His disciple. I am suddenly caught and touched by the Holy Spirit. I suddenly remeber about that epistle that talks about godly sorrow that leads to repentance and then to life!

I happened to be listening to "Heart After You".

Abit embarrassing. The feeling suddenly surges over me. I rushed to the door, closed it, locked it. In front of my com, I quickly blogged this down. I was reading page 169 of "Good Morning, Holy Spirit" by Benny Hinn, on chapter 12 - Heaven on Earth. My mum knocked hard on the door to nag me for my breakfast... I couldn't go straight to her then. After I typed whatever is above this paragraph, then I calmed myself down and opened my door...