Feels Like It's Time to Dream Again

I still remember what You told me.
"Forget about yourself long enough to help others."
"Touch Hearts"

I still remember what I promised myself.
"As much as I can, I will only add strength to my close friends, and not to share with them unnecessary burden of my own."
"For as long as another close friend is open-hearted to me, I'm willing to share with him/her me."


Step back.
"How come I have a feeling that you're interested in..." J
=.=

"You like..., is it? Why you contact her so much?" F

"You should't contact... that much, 'cos... already has a boyfriend. People in church will gossip about it." F

"It's a girl you like, is it? I saw on your msn nick... all that words..." A
=.=



Believe it or not, these were said by different people on different ladies in my life.
Hmmm... Motives.

Hmmm... I believe godly women are attractive, but I don't think I'ld fall for 'em for every single one I see... LoL... Many factors.

Hmmm... For fun sake... Just for the sake of blogging what I thought before... Let's see... A lady that which I may consider must at least be shorter than me, right?! The above ladies are not even at eye level with me. They are taller. I am secure in my height.. I think. Hahaha...

CELIBACY
MISSING RIBS

PERFECT TIMING

One Flesh

I am in contact with several people. It's just that... I can only go as far as these... I can only pour as much of me, in His power and grace, to share His love, through His Spirit in me, to those whom He has led me to: those who show themselves open-hearted to me. These, I mean my close friends. These are my beloved. I love them. Yes, deeply. I think I would not be able without Christ in me. But, with Him, all things are possible. And it's so natural and 'difficulty level' does not even come into the picture. I simply love them as they are.

Though there are still "unlovable" people in my life. I know that I really know that in my growing process, His Spirit in me will make me into His like-ness more and more. He will grow and mold me to be able to love like He loves!

After all, ain't I also one of the "unlovable" people to some people at some point in my life, even till now? Ha...

AGAPE